Got silver contacts from Honey Color <3 I love them, I can’t stop feeling like a silver eyed witch
the moth: :Alexander:
jonatanraziel:
I haven’t spoken here in a while.
In a way I just write to get my thoughts out of my head and into a place where I can read them and analyze them better, come to a conclusion and understand as to why am I feeling a certain way towards a specific matter, that’s me you see…the over thinker. Always…
My favorite post, ever.
I will always be in love with the idea of being in love. No matter how pathetic, heartbreaking, or discouraging it might be. The idea of having someone not just for my benefit, but to grow stronger and learn something new from each others experiences is quite thrilling…scary? Yes. Therefore, it really doesn’t phase me when people question my motives as to why I act a certain way, I know what I am, hopeless romantic until the end. Goodnight.
I can’t write about anything, I don’t know what I want…I know what I need but that isn’t necessarily what I want. That is my demise right there, not being able to make the hard decisions and being able to differentiate what I want from what I need. I either want him, or him to be with me. But once they are with me, and once I have either one of them, I’m not going to want them anymore… that is why I am alone, because I want and I need ME. I need to love every part of me, and want what is best for me. And as much as it might kill me and I don’t want it, this alone time is what I need.
I love you, but I love my self more. And I am not losing my self again.
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